Animals have always been a
part of my life. I've written before about the past pups and cats I've
had, and they all hold a very special place in my heart. This post has
been gut wrenching for me to even think about writing, but I feel like
it's important for me to share the hard things of life. A few weeks ago,
my rottweiler Taca said goodbye to me and my family. He
suddenly became very ill, and quickly was digressing with little hope of
recovery. He was a old, big dog, and things like this happen often.
However, it still doesn't make the situation feel any better. On the
actual day, I was a hot mess. I felt horrible that I couldn't physically
be there, and all the news of him being sick was a complete shock for
me. Needless to say, I cried for many nights. And everyday I think about
him, and his crazy personality. Even some days now I cry because I
know I won't even be able to scratch his belly or see his slobbery face
again. What has helped me through the mourning is remembering all the
sweet memories I have of him.
Taca led a very happy life
filled with family and other animal siblings that loved him so much. He
would come running to the door to welcome us home, and every time he
would step on your toe or knock some over. Crazy big dog! When he got
someone's attention and they started petting him, he could never get
enough. It's like the moment you stopped petting him was the same moment
he forgot you were petting him, so he would want more! I like to call
what he had "big dog syndrome." He thought he was small enough to sit in
your lap. And if he could, he would sit on your lap and just love you
all day. He was a giant teddy bear that couldn't be happier to see you.
He was a constant reminder of
what unconditional love was, and how a pet can bring so much warmth and
happiness into a person's life. Goodness, tears are coming down now just
thinking about him and seeing these photos. I loved Taca so much, and I
was the lucky one to have him in my life. The last day of a pet's life
is probably the hardest day with them, but I would hate to discredit all
the awesome and funny days I had with him. I am so sad I will not see
my boy again, but I am so happy I got to spend 10 wonderful years with
him.
Love,
The City Feline
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